Friday, May 14th, 2004
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11:44 pm - long time no see
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so it's really hard to type with a band-aid on your right index finger.
i was slicing an onion and added a little too much flavor i'm afraid.
i just found out that my grandmother has alzheimer's disease.
i got married and now my last name is hale-katz. my southern kin think it's funny.(just say it with a southern accent you'll get it).
i miss good rock-n-roll. last cd i bought was badly drawn boy, and i like it.
but it doesn't rock like i need to rock.
suggestions please.
xoxo
current mood: contemplative
current music: iggy and the stooges
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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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8:41 pm - are you guys still here???
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i think it's been a year or so.
i'm getting married now, choosing wedding dresses and scheduling the string quartet to play, wow so much has changed.
i forgot about my journal-
it's an eon since i was inspired to write-
wine and 'the the' are inspiration enough
if any of you are there and remember this
ole girl say hello........ i'll reply in kind.
xoxo
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Thursday, September 26th, 2002
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9:53 am - is it a little bit past tense?
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wow....long time...
well, it's official. my grandma's got the 'white liver'. it's a southern moniker for a woman who loses the men in her life. they all keel over.
yesterday was ed's turn- a massive coronary. he was a really cool man too. poor grandma, he was #4.
i'm doing good.
i've been having alot of strange and beautiful dreams lately. seeing lots of faces that i haven't seen for a long time. guess that's what i get for falling asleep with 'crossing over with john edward' on the tv.
hope y'all are doin' good.
xoxo
current mood: calm
current music: the hives
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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
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10:18 am - oh so true
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last week i saw a bumper sticker that read "well behaved women never made history"
damn i like that.
and to think that jezebel was tossed over her balcony by her eunic slaves so that she could be eaten by dogs.
moral of the story: never trust a eunic
xoxo
current mood: amused
current music: the pogues: waiting for herb
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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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8:15 pm - back in the saddle again....
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hilton head, sc 8:00pm
back at the homestead with the 'rents.
it's just a point in my life where i feel like i'm floating on my back in the middle of the ocean, waiting for the big wave to hit.
i came back to reevaluate my life, try to recover some of my already brittle self esteem and eat some southern cooking.
the situation with my boyfriend got, well, tenuous at the very least. he's a control freak, i'm eager to please at any cost and when he told me my friends were 'dead weight' and i shouldn't spend time with them anymore i started feeling like i was gonna end up on montell or rikki lake crying about how much my life sucks.
so i left.
packed up the truck and the dog and got outta dodge.
and at this point i can't hate him, he is in counseling and has been making leaps and bounds of progress- but the fact is he's 46 and i'm 29- and i think the generational difference is a canyon so vast that even evel kneivel can't jump it.
i'm kinda tapped out right now.
i forgot the things that i liked to do, succumbed to dinners at home and crime shows on the tv. i got boring.
blech. listen to me! i've had it with myself.
get it back girl.....get it back
xoxo
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Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
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10:50 am - what's that in the background?
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...so all sex/psychic lines are manned by stay at home moms?
(but archie, didn't you have a friend working for cleo?)
anyway- my uncle chuck and aunt jan are coming down and spending the night tonight before flying to paradise island to be married tomorrow. okay, technically they are already married but their ceremony is tomorrow. or something like that.
what ever happened to robyn hitchcock? balloon man, madonna of the wasps, 'yesterday i saw the devil in my heart...i was expecting him the doctor came...i have to call the doctor every time we kiss..'
he's brilliant.
my fortune cookie said 'good news will come to you by mail' -does that include e-mail? hmm.
confucious say-
xoxo
current mood: chipper
current music: the soft boys
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2002
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1:31 pm - albert decker
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hollywood character actor, found hog tied up with a rubber ball in his mouth and slave written on his chest and ass. his son thought robbery was a motive. yeah right!
so thursday i turn 29.
last stop before the big 3-0. cross your fingers that it's a good year....ty....
so what has been going on-
i got a puppy. a border collie. her name is tallulah. she chews on EVERYTHING and loves the beach. muh.
had a dream last night that ian astbury of the cult od'd on heroin. i cried in that dream.
bob has been behaving himself, we're actually getting along very very well.
haven't had a panic attack since the paxil kicked in. it's so nice to be able to comfortably go to the grocery store.
went to hilton head to see the 'rents- took them a border pup too, his name is 'pick' and he has one blue eye and one green. i wanted them to name him bowie...
time to eat my baked potato. and read your entries..it's been a while.
xoxo
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Thursday, January 17th, 2002
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1:02 am - past or present
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i'm having a life situation here.
i am so angry i'm trying to contain myself.
forgive the rant.
but what the FUCK
i've been with this guy for 8 months
we're talking seriously in love here
and tonight he brings up
my PAST.
i was in a rock band
i live my life and don't answer to anyone
i don't hurt anyone
and because i've had more lovers than him
he now feels that my 'history'
is compromising our relationship.
he can't 'get over' the fact that i've had sex with men i wasn't i love with.
he can't 'get over' the fact that i've had sex with women.
he wants me to prove to him that he is special.
i feel that my past is passed.
i am in a different place now.
i've never had a one night stand.
i've never had sex with a man without a condom.
i've had 14 lovers in 11 years. (m/f).
i'm no whore.
damn him for making me question myself.
damn him for hurting my self esteem.
damn him for telling me i'm not worth loving.
xoxo
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
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2:44 pm - protein right?
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I just drank from my coke bottle and felt a little tickle on my lips.
ANTS!!!
I JUST FUCKING DRANK A BIG SWALLOW OF ANT SODA!!!
i'm gonna vomit.
excuse me.
xoxo
current mood: nauseated
current music: the antz soundtrack
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Tuesday, January 15th, 2002
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2:39 pm
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yay it's a rainy day!
love it love it love it.
strokes are playing in miami in a couple weeks.
i just love them ole boys.
who's comin' with??
xoxo
current mood: awake
current music: strokestrokestrokestrokes
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Monday, January 14th, 2002
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2:56 pm - happy pussy?
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friday my gynecologist put me on paxil.
guess my vagina is sad....
anyhow,
at least it gives me a new year's resolution.
i shall strive to make my pussy happy.
you know, take her for walks on the beach,
keep her hair cut in the newest fashion...
xoxo
current mood: amused
current music: nico
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Friday, December 28th, 2001
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12:49 pm
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12:49 pm
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am so computer stupid. have spent last fifteen minutes trying to post a picture in my entry and i just can't figure out how it's done.
i give up.
so the question still looms there in a rock-n-roll mystery....
michael hutchence,
suicide or auto-erotic asphyxiation?
i'm twisted today.
xoxo
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Thursday, December 27th, 2001
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3:24 am - yucko
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got curious about other users on LJ so i snooped around a little.
seems like they're all 17 and suicidal.
everything seemed so fuckin' tragic
and full of teenage self loathing.
thank god i'm 28.
amen.
xoxo
current mood: drained
current music: teenage lobotomy, ramones
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Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
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6:35 pm - bon appetit!
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am going to fancy french restaurant for dinner.
will not feel guilty for sipping champagne, eating pate and duck confit.
i love the holidays with the family.
xoxo
current mood: exanimate
current music: edith piaf, la vie en rose
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2:15 pm - never on time?
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holiday loot:
jeans
mac makeup
estee lauder makeup
cordless phone with answering machine
origins scrubby stuff
shower radio
multiplicity hair goo
money
ceramic kyocera chef knife
habanero hot sauce
black truffle oil
cartier watch.
cartier watch??
not to seem ungrateful, but what the fuck? doesn't bob know that i'm a horribly irresponsible person that only wears silver jewelry and MOST of the time thrift store t-shirts and jeans?
when i asked for a watch for christmas i was thinking swatch or fossil.
so do i gently ask him to swap it for a watch i'll actually wear and risk hurting his feelings for refusing such an obviously generous gift? or do i put it in the box and have him wonder why i never wear it?
i know...pity poor lizzy trying to figure out what to do with fancy present....but even more a problem is does this man that i love know me so little?
i'm simple. up until this year i cut my own hair.
i can't remember the last time i wore a skirt. i'm a chef for christ's sake!!
i'll gum the damn thing up with sauce and dried egg. i really can't wear something i'm afraid of getting wet.
ugh.
xoxo
current mood: confused
current music: frank sinatra's christmas cabaret
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Friday, December 21st, 2001
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5:18 pm - oh dahling...you look mah-ve-luss!
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went to christmas shop at the boca town center today. next time i say i'm going there just put hot pokers in my eyes, it's far more enjoyable.
if one more girl sprayed me unwontedly with the latest scent i was going to commit some serious acts of violence with my heavy shopping bags.
i smell like five different types of pure girlie shit that is giving me a serious migraine.
i think i'll sue.
went to fabulous tod's queer christmas party last night- what he thought was blow must have been crank because he was extremely jacked and made NO sense at all what so ever.
the neighbors called the cops as he was blasting stevie nicks at obscene levels.
all in all it was a really fun night.
am off to go to dinner.
i need to chill.
xoxo
current mood: anxious
current music: single finger salute, swervedriver
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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
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2:05 pm - the morning after
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northern exposure is brilliant.
couldn't sleep until 5 this morning, good thing i didn't have much to do today.
it'd been a long time since i've had insomnia- to be so anxiety ridden that falling asleep is like dying. hate it.
bath time.
xoxo
current mood: groggy
current music: arias from tosca
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12:07 am - oh the irony!
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so i'm driving in my jeep today and i'm talking to my mom on the cell phone.
(yeah, i know, shouldn't talk and drive but...i do)
anyhow, this guy pulls up next to me in this beat to shit yellow truck and he's got like two teeth and he puts his hand to his head in the "phone-call me" gesture and then flips me off, repeating the sequence over and over.
when he at last realizes that the light is turning red he decides to RUN THE RED LIGHT nearly causing injurious accidents in lieu of being at the red light next to me.
hypocrite chicken shit.
i love south florida. no, really.
xoxo
current mood: bite me
current music: pj harvey, rid of me
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Wednesday, December 19th, 2001
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2:24 pm - barbarella
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drew barrymore's gonna redo barbarella.
the greatest movie of all time.
i'm not sure how i feel about that.
i find the strangest ways to injure myself.
i somehow managed to stab myself under my tongue with my straw,
i'm bleeding.
ow.
i'm hungover.
can ya tell?
xoxo
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